The second day of idiocy

It just happened.
The heap ended. The second day went. I am lying and tormented by heartburn. I want to smoke terribly. I watched all the series ‘How I met your mother’, which I downloaded today. I want to smoke. Rise soon, but I can’t sleep … smoke! I already want four years, but today it is straight for Dryndets how! Four years. Figa, how time flies. And once during this time I did not think to quit ..
I remember, then I believed that only idiots and weaklings smoke, for a strong person will always be able to abandon, but not a smart person. I was nineteen. It was winter. By that time, I have been running after one girl for almost a year now. Or ran away from her, but then ran after her again. Sometimes we caught up with each other … We were just friends. Although they often woke up in one bed, although they spent 90% of the time together – personally, or in the form of calls/SMS. Friends like Rachel and Ross. I had a girlfriend then, and she has a boyfriend. I was also a dew … That winter night we had to stay together. Again. We spent a great day, walked, drank beer with Laz Crab and bought a pack of some thin cigarettes with apple taste. Just pamper. At home, they poured bamboo, as she called him (vermouth with Kologi), music played ..
And then her boyfriend called, asked where her friend lives, ‘in whom she is hanging out again’. And she left. With him. This was not the first time, but that evening, something clicked inside. Well, I am an asshole! After all, I myself spoil everything. I created such a relationship myself. I don’t take steps forward myself. I share it myself with this moron! How did I despise myself then how I hated it. Idiot. Idiot. My gaze fell on a thin green pack.
Well, an idiot is an idiot. It was already lighting when I went to the store for a new pack. Since then, I set you on those relationships (she is married, and we are very friendly), learned to determine the priorities, and still continue to smoke. Idiot. The rise is soon, heartburn torments me, and I want to smoke terribly ..
Hm. The fact that I am the same idiot as others, I already understood, but if I have a spirit to check if I am a weak? Four years have passed, maybe it’s time to forgive yourself? It’s time to sleep. It’s time ..

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Similarly friendly, but good now I can force myself to smoke a maximum of 1 cigarette. Later it will not be necessary at all. In general, it is better to find an interesting thing when you are not hunting on cigarettes to waste time, here.
Well, with the girls, similar problems, somehow I do not do it, do not push and … interest disappears on the girl to me either to me (especially when they become too open and chatty)
Something I also have what kind of pour out of my soul came out. Probably due to the fact that it seems like a day and Valentine’s day, and I am again alone. Double sadness ((((

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Afych, read this kulstory. Blogs.Stopgame.ru/topic/31117 Lolshto in Cuba is simple, terrible nonsense, but read a lot of fun. : D Alkash Catina, by the way, tomorrow it flies to me, we will thump with him. : 3

But in general, I like that the blogs of the stopics turn into dual. Pity apathetic trii in Palanikov’s manner of presentation – funny and fun.

Can you write …)
I have not smoked or start, I’m sure of that. How much will the willpower be enough for you.
Good luck with this, what)